I don't understand...

My head is muddled with all sorts of information that I can't seem to keep straight...Average Total Cost, how to spell the name Hepzibah, how to tell a Suni from a Shia, what to eat for a midnight snack...I blame the fact that the computer lab smells like a hotel room...over laundered sheets and towels and air conditioning...with no circulation...oddly enough, it's not a bad smell, and makes me think of being with him that last night...and what could have been...damn the way the heart can turn with just a phone call!